Sunday, October 30, 2016

Vibrations on Earth

I've lost what I had
I have what I'd lost
& when the future arrives
I'll soon know the cost

...of Loving and Running
of Anger & Loss
Of course... I'm the victim
A martyr with no cross

I'm not sure what happened
But, I know the result
the life I was given
would soon be revoked

though I played by the rules
gave it all, did my best
In the end I fell short
couldn't quite pass the test

Since, I've changed all my goals
& dropped out of class
nothing more I could learn
at a desk trapped in glass

for Freedom is Knowledge
& experience, the key
I know nothing of you
I know nothing of me

Simply, endlessly searching
for Laughter & Love
Throughout each little moment
A gift from above

But, it's probably not God
No, not his, No, not hers
It's just positive thoughts
Vibrations on Earth


Monday, September 26, 2016

in-between





I find myself
in-between
Find myself caught
in-between
Love and a Selfish Queen
Fixed upon, “What’s in it for me?”

I find myself
in-between
Find myself lost
in-between
Lost Myself, Wandering
Lost in thought, Wondering

Will I ever find love again?...
Hope I never find her “love” again!!
Her pride, the lies, those nights
The truth is... you cheated, you lied!!

I Find myself
in-between
Find myself caught
in-between
The past & where I’m meant to be
Worried that we were meant to be...

I find myself
in-between
Find myself lost
in-between
Lost inside all our history
Asking, “Why?...” can’t solve the mystery ...why?...

She kissed that life good-bye
Checked out & ran for her life
The pride, the lies, those nights
The truth is... you cheated, you lied!!

So, I find myself
in-between
Find myself caught
in-between
...just a shell of what I used to be
Worried that’s all I’ll ever be...

I Find myself
in-between
Find myself lost
in-between
Living ...but, just barely...
Worried that’s all I’ll ever be...

She killed the love inside
Checked out & ran for her life
The pride, the lies, those nights
The truth is... you cheated, you lied!!


Sunday, July 3, 2016

At the Bottom of Another Well




Vision bloodshot blurry
Chasing mistakes in a hurry 
At the bottom of another well 
Head spinning like a carousel 

Feel like I got no time 
Try to write it down try to make it rhyme 
My hearts racing I can’t catch-up 
Looking for the answers in an empty cup 


(Chorus) 

Living a lie tonight 
Whether it’s wrong or right 
Sharing time & each-other’s lips 
Trigger at my fingertips 



Nights light, the music, dance 
Bodies moving sweaty hands 
Happy feet & happy hearts 
Inhibitions all but lost… 

In the alley with another man 
In the bathroom with another girl 
Trading hands & trading sex 
Forget the names & Fuck Regret 


(Chorus) 

Living our lies tonight 
Whether it’s wrong or right 
Sharing time & each-other’s lips 
Trigger at my fingertips 


(outro) 

One more… ONE MORE…
Gonna make it numb… 
till I can't feel no more 

No more… NO MORE…
Gonna make it numb… 
till I can't feel no more



Friday, June 3, 2016

My Lies



Amanda Georgia was barely 18
Tattoos & piercings, Part of the Scene
Plenty of money & nights on the run
Skinny seductress with a talented tongue

Access & Excess the world was her stage
But there was evil & darkness… the devils of fame
She held her sins, all dressed in white
Just one more… just one more… just one more…
One more… & she’ll feel all right


White lines… white lies…
...Do you buy My lies?


Been so long since I felt something
Self-medication, the doctor is in…
So when, into my life, you walked right in…
I looked over the falls & jumped right in

Blissful ignorance, we tried to impress
little did we know… we were both so eager to undress
You said you caught me, when I looked in your eyes
But, I swear you, I’m selling the realist disguise


My Lines… My Lies…
…Do you buy my lies?




Sunday, May 1, 2016

Moody Bluesin'




Still air silence, little boy blue
I’m so lonely without you
Your brown curled brilliance, you steal my eyes
I’m so caught up in this disguise

Through lost thought wandering, I slip inside
Take this pilot on a carpet ride
Through head foot thinking, turned outside in
Look no further, I’ve seen the end...

Your moody bluesin’, has me worn thin
I swear you're trying to sink, not swim
This trains weight’s moving, don’t fall off track
Walk foot faced forward, & don’t look back