Monet's Madness

Memory
You’ve been paintin' Monet’s
Capturing the moment with romantic haze
it’s not quite clear
but always makes me feel like cryin

Destiny
you've been callin' my name
singing follow your heart
they're one in the same
you gotta stop wishing...
it's time to start living your dreams

Summer fling

you’ve been catchin' my eye

kissing my cheek under the stars in the sky

i want your naughty finger lickin 

No damn commitment tonight

Wedding Ring

you’ve been runnin' from me

i thought it was you…

but, you knew that IT WASN’T ME

i want your lovin in the morning

your commitment to know one but me

Let it be

you’ve been testin' my will

serving up injustice

hard to swallow that pill

trying hard to remain calm

driving me insane, but i’m trying

Incomplete

you never finish what you start

there’s a light at the end

but THE TUNNELS SO DARK!!!!

All i really want

…if i could have one wish, I'd...

Drive

Vibrations on Earth

I've lost what I had

I have what I'd lost

& when the future arrives

I'll soon know the cost

...of Loving and Running

of Anger & Loss

Of course... I'm the victim

A martyr with no cross

I'm not sure what happened

But, I know the result

the life I was given

would soon be revoked

though I played by the rules

gave it all, did my best

In the end I fell short

couldn't quite pass the test

Since, I've changed all my goals

& dropped out of class

nothing more I could learn

at a desk trapped in glass

for Freedom is Knowledge

& experience, the key

I know nothing of you

I know nothing of me

Simply, endlessly searching

for Laughter & Love

Throughout each little moment

A gift from above

But, it's probably not God

No, not his, No, not hers

It's just positive thoughts

Vibrations on Earth

in-between

I find myself

in-between

Find myself caught

in-between

Love and a Selfish Queen

Fixed upon, “What’s in it for me?”

I find myself

in-between

Find myself lost

in-between

Lost Myself, Wandering

Lost in thought, Wondering

Will I ever find love again?...

Hope I never find her “love” again!!

Her pride, the lies, those nights

The truth is... you cheated, you lied!!

I Find myself

in-between

Find myself caught

in-between

The past & where I’m meant to be

Worried that we were meant to be...

I find myself

in-between

Find myself lost

in-between

Lost inside all our history

Asking, “Why?...” can’t solve the mystery ...why?...

She kissed that life good-bye

Checked out & ran for her life

The pride, the lies, those nights

The truth is... you cheated, you lied!!

So, I find myself

in-between

Find myself caught

in-between

...just a shell of what I used to be

Worried that’s all I’ll ever be...

I Find myself

in-between

Find myself lost

in-between

Living ...but, just barely...

Worried that’s all I’ll ever be...

She killed the love inside

Checked out & ran for her life

The pride, the lies, those nights

The truth is... you cheated, you lied!!

instrumental#3

At the Bottom of Another Well

Vision bloodshot blurry

Chasing mistakes in a hurry 

At the bottom of another well 

Head spinning like a carousel 

Feel like I got no time 

Try to write it down try to make it rhyme 

My hearts racing I can’t catch-up 

Looking for the answers in an empty cup 

(Chorus) 

Living a lie tonight 

Whether it’s wrong or right 

Sharing time & each-other’s lips 

Trigger at my fingertips 

Nights light, the music, dance 

Bodies moving sweaty hands 

Happy feet & happy hearts 

Inhibitions all but lost… 

In the alley with another man 

In the bathroom with another girl 

Trading hands & trading sex 

Forget the names & Fuck Regret 

(Chorus) 

Living our lies tonight 

Whether it’s wrong or right 

Sharing time & each-other’s lips 

Trigger at my fingertips 

(outro) 

One more… ONE MORE…

Gonna make it numb… 

till I can't feel no more 

No more… NO MORE…

Gonna make it numb… 

till I can't feel no more

My Lies

Amanda Georgia was barely 18

Tattoos & piercings, Part of the Scene

Plenty of money & nights on the run

Skinny seductress with a talented tongue

Access & Excess the world was her stage

But there was evil & darkness… the devils of fame

She held her sins, all dressed in white

Just one more… just one more… just one more…

One more… & she’ll feel all right

White lines… white lies…

...Do you buy My lies?

Been so long since I felt something

Self-medication, the doctor is in…

So when, into my life, you walked right in…

I looked over the falls & jumped right in

Blissful ignorance, we tried to impress
little did we know… we were both so eager to undress

You said you caught me, when I looked in your eyes

But, I swear you, I’m selling the realist disguise

My Lines… My Lies…

…Do you buy my lies?

Moody Bluesin'

Still air silence, little boy blue
I’m so lonely without you
Your brown curled brilliance, you steal my eyes
I’m so caught up in this disguise

Through lost thought wandering, I slip inside
Take this pilot on a carpet ride
Through head foot thinking, turned outside in
Look no further, I’ve seen the end...

Your moody bluesin’, has me worn thin
I swear you're trying to sink, not swim
This trains weight’s moving, don’t fall off track
Walk foot faced forward, & don’t look back

A Boy Named Sue (Johnny Cash / Shel Silverstein cover)

AI

Like a Breath of Life, Like Freedom

Softer now sing me to sleep

A lullaby to help me dream

I pray to god my soul he'll keep

Watch over me now...

I walk the line I'm on the brink and

Darker thoughts my head does think

I see the path but can't find the light

Because it's hidden in the foreground

I ponder thoughts that make me think

To forget the past, red wine I drink

Spilling over time and love I sink

Falling further into you

What do I know at 25?

In this brief existence sheltered life

I've seen some things, I've failed, I've tried

Given everything & nothing

It's a long and winding road I see

Crawling over hills and through the trees

Beyond the fence and past the fields

To find a place worth finally resting

So, strip my clothes and take my things

cause all I need are just six strings

& My woman, I've got peace of mind

And precious, precious time

As crickets sing the day to bed

With sunset songs, sky fire red

A melodies dancing through my head

Like a Breath of Life, Like Freedom

The Long Strange Trip

Am I coming or going?

How long will this strange trip last?

rules continually changing

Tomorrows landscape will be the past

I see the masses, Hurry-Scurry

desperate to keep up

Others accepting bravely,

every beautiful, inevitable, disaster

of what is to be, wash up

To be clear, I implore you,

to fight and do not settle

for there is justice on the horizon

and landslides start with just a pebble

I say follow your life's River

to the ocean of unknown

your Stardust just a glimmer

of the greatness you have known

Me, I've danced naked in the moonlight

reveled the rise of morning suns

I've loved one and no other

& found out she's not the one

looked for truth within a bottle

left em empty, filled with pain

felt faith within a world

full of religion & disdain

I've been given this life

though, it's given more to me

From the beginning, to the end

Love, Friends & Family

So, know as time is passing

I left with laughter in my heart

a buzz within my belly

and a song within my art